Now I See You

 Bertahun-tahun mencari celah

Sudah tertatih-tatih mencoba mencari jalan paling cerah

Sudah bermeter-meter dalamnya menyelami jiwa yang rekah

Kamu ini kenapa?

Mengapa mudah marah?

Sulit diberikan arah?

Ternyata caramu melihat dunia berbeda

Aku melihat hijau, kuning, jingga

Tapi yang kau lihat hanya abu-abu, hitam, dan sedikit merah

Aku,

Mengutuki diri sendiri karena pernah menyerah

Karena ternyata,

Menapaki tanah yang indah sebenarnya tidak begitu susah

Hanya butuh ketulusan dan hati yang ramah

Sudah hampir habis waktu,

Kau kemana saja?

Tolong dimaafkan segala pikiran gelap yang tak pintar menerka

Di matamu, kumpulan sel-sel kerucut retina

Prisma kromatis memesona

Semoga masih ingin melangkah bersama

I saw your perfections and i love you

I saw your imperfections and i love you more

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Meaningless

 You said I am a home

A place where you back,

In the sunset time,

Or even when the darkness comes

You said I am a water

You’re so good to resist of food

But you can’t live without water

The primary needs of your cells

You said I am a cigarette 

A best friend,

In every situation 

A good companion,

For your hard days after works

These days,

I’ve been asking..

Much more than a mean time

Am I that important?

Am I your home?

Am I your water?

Am I your cigarette?

If all of you did was asking me to go

If all of you did was getting rid of me

If all of you did was breaking our togetherness 

It makes me feel like I am..

Nothing.

Meaningless.

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